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just a picture from earlier today. [18 Sep 2004|02:07am]

burnoutthestars
[ mood | creative ]

Nothing too great, but I always get a kick out of messing around with photos.

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Photoshop Goodness [22 Aug 2004|12:55am]

yourlovelyugly
[ mood | complacent ]

just me messing with photoshop. fun times. hooray.

photoshop goodnessCollapse )

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The Collaborative Artwork Of Evan And Chris [05 Aug 2004|01:20am]

tygertygerburn
Hearts With WingsCollapse )

I thought that I would post this in the community, too, since it's just so alive nowadays.

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[14 Jul 2004|02:25am]

thebaconman
FunCollapse )

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[30 Jun 2004|10:09am]

_alienus
falling dead to the world with the cadence of drizzle is fantastic. just not as fantastic as it could be, when you’re doing it alone.

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[29 Jun 2004|01:31pm]

anddaybreaks
The Curiosa Festival 2004: It is now official that Interpol will be joining The Cure on this summer's Curiosa Festival. Also appearing on the main stage will be The Rapture and Mogwai. Second stage acts will include Muse, Thursday, Cursive, Melissa Auf der Mar, Cooper Temple Clause and Head Automatica. Select dates have been announced but stay tuned for the complete itinerary and ticket info.

Who wants to go?

Thursday, Cursive, and Interpol are 3 good reasons why I should be there on August 3rd.@ 5 o'clock in Cincy!

Actually I like Head Automatica too.

Tickets

Reserved Pavilion Seating
US $39.50 - US $49.50

General Admission Lawn / No Seats - Behind Pavilion
US $26.50

Reserved Pit Seating - 1st 5 Rows of Pavilion
US $49.50


General Admission is the way to go!

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A Farewell To Arms [28 Jun 2004|11:49pm]

yourlovelyugly
[ mood | indifferent ]

the car stayed still, and the scenery around my moved. i never changed my location once, the world moved for me. i swear, i swear to you that star followed me home. the moon swung around my head, a halo now, not good enough for the sun.

the wax drips from the candle, eventually the wick must wither into ash and die. the flame will flicker and spit out it's last light. the wax dries, but it's useless now. there is no phoenix.

a farewell to arms. i stand on this hilltop, breaking the pencils that led me to this place. i guess it isn't a hilltop, more like a grave now. i dug it with words, terrible and trite.

epitaph: clay pigeon for the elite. broken and shattered. they were always better.

the salt dried on my face. little trails that you can follow. is this not real enough for you? is this being fake? is this me trying to hard? oops, i will try to do worse. just for you. i didn't mean to sound good or anything. i'm sorry i couldn't live up to your standards, couldn't make your rules. i forgot that you were head of writing dept. of live journal.

i tried. i failed. i quit. that should go under my epitaph.

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survey these thoughts [29 Jun 2004|02:03am]

anddaybreaks
[ mood | anxious ]

once again i found myself standing in these empty field. its growing dark again, and the air has cooled so that now i feel the hair on my arm standing at end.

the grass waves at me, as if i should notice it. my hair moves into my eyes but i dont care. all i can see are the streaks on the sky and the tall strength of the trees.

i feel your presence even if i cant see you. the sky grows darker still, and the stars yearn to reflect in our eyes, just as the moon strives to embrace us.

the sun, orange and red with its anger, its resentment, finally gives in and the calming blanket of the dark sets in. the twinkling in the sky, only says to me that, all worries must leave now.

the wind whispers in my ear, and i feel a tickle go down my back. it says "run, and dont look back." i am trying, i say back, i scream at the sky. my feet are hitting the ground and i close my eyes. dont look back, dont look back.

beautiful disaster, thats what they will say. better than giving up, there is always something to build upon, even if its not much.

the moon is on my back, and i feel its warmth and its approval. it smiles, the man in the moon grins down at my running form. dont give up, dont give up.

have courage, this is ours remember? this night is ours. your running next me, but i dont look to check, i just know.

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that star is moving.... [28 Jun 2004|02:41am]

anddaybreaks
[ mood | nostalgic ]

:This is an extended/edited version of my post on my journal:

The hood of the car was warm and the distant radiance of the stars above shone down on my face. The moon was brighter than last night's but still chose to show only have its face. Hiding something.

The faint glow of the street lamp seemed to envelop us in a little bubble of safety and protection. I stared at the sky and heard the hum of people's voices and the steady buzzing of the various insects. And I knew I wasnt alone.

The fireflies danced in the darkness around me as if they were saying "it will be okay, it will be okay."

A shiver ran up my arms as the coldness of night set in. But the warmth of the still engine ignited my back and my legs as it fought off the goosebumps.

My eyes shut and I see nothing but I feel so much. My mind is at ease and I think of nothing but the peace I feel within.

A lone bright star, blinks against the sky and to me its moving, over to a better place, a new place. A glance, a whisper of the wind in my ear, I feel a shimmer of hope rising within me.

The single man stands in the empty field tossing the burning wand of orange high into the sky. Throw it higher I want to say, higher until it reaches the edge and we can no longer look back. Let's fly away, maybe if we go fast enough we can go straight to the stars. Dont look back now, what do we have to loose?

I look again to the moon, my beacon of hope. I think it will be okay now. This one is ours. Heaven is waiting, this is ours, this is ours.

How strange it is to find peace on the hood of parked car, under the basking glow of the street lamp.

So this is what it is to feel alive.

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on my lunch break [27 Jun 2004|04:49pm]

ilikekites

i was on my lunch break the other day at work and was just sitting outside jotting down some observations. i don't know if it makes sense or not but i thought this was an appropriate place to display it.

on my lunch break...

sitting. staring. the bench is uncomfortable. people enter and exit through glass doors. i was watching and listening and doing nothing. absorbed by the sounds. church bells, not rung by hang but played by machine. are they real or just an echo, previously recorded. no room for mistakes. i was pulled in by the bells. they were beautiful. i couldn't just enjoy it. i analyzed it. sought out the falseness. there is joy in the world, not everything has to be a lie. play me a song so that i might forget the troubles in my mind. the sound stops. no prayers answered. songs replaced by cars, the horns. they're angry.

the woman in the black dress walked in front of the car pulled curbside. the woman, twenty years his junior, was unaware of the eyes. the man, eyebrows raised, spoke out of his window calling to her. she acknowledged but still walked on. the man waits again. discouraged. he looks at his watch.

"sorry it took so long," his wife apoligizes as she gets in the car. so drive away now to your life. it's what you always wanted. barbie never had it so good. houses in suburbs, 2.5 kids. it's what you always wanted. a real life, a perfect life. you're blind.

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[25 Jun 2004|08:59pm]

ilikekites
here's some photos. two are from the night saro and i were hanging out and the others are from my excursion to henry's ark.

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A Poem For Discussion [24 Jun 2004|12:26am]

yourlovelyugly
::: discuss me :::

A Blank CanvasCollapse )

:::discuss me:::

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Im sure everyone has felt like this before. [22 Jun 2004|01:55pm]
kaisermouse
[ mood | stressed ]

As I'm talking my words slip to the floor
and they crawl through your legs and slide under the back door
rendering me freakish and dazed.
Well here I am. Don't know how to say this.
Only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
So I'll go walking in the streets 'til my heels bleed
and I'll sing out my song case the birds wish to sing along.
And I'll dig a tunnel to the center of the universe.
Well here I am. Don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
I'll make my way across the frozen sea, beyond the blank horizon,
where I can forget you and me and get a decent night's sleep.
Well here I am. Don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
Don't shut me out.

Saves the Day - Freakish



Who wants to start the grounds for discussion?

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alberto giacometti [20 Jun 2004|10:23pm]

yourlovelyugly


::: discuss me :::

. my favorite artist .

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[20 Jun 2004|10:28pm]

burnoutthestars
[ mood | okay ]

here are some b-settings from the other night when Sarah and I walked around bardstown road. there's more but i only scanned in a few. i figured that since i am a part of this community and since it has some emphasis on art, i'd share.



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Hello, Nice To Meet You, So Nice To Meet You... [20 Jun 2004|01:16am]

yourlovelyugly
[ mood | alright ]

Tell me the things you never want to hear again so i can throw them away with my heart. those forlorn apologies and wasted minutes of typing these forgotten messages, these eulogies of feelings and mind.

i'm drowning in these city lights. the street lights wash past in a streak of yellow and orange, the grass in black in the night, these stars veiled, hidden by a fluorescent shroud.

your porch light drones, goodnight. goodnight. goodnight...

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[17 Jun 2004|01:26am]

bye_bye_snyper
shake it like a polaroid pictureCollapse )

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[15 Jun 2004|06:57pm]

ilikekites
here's some photos that i've taken over the past couple of days. sorry about the dust, i'm still trying to work on that

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Which one? [15 Jun 2004|02:33pm]

anddaybreaks
Emma, alienus made these, which one do you guys like the best?

Give me your thoughts. Its gonna be our little banner thingy yo.





or if you would like to make something of your own, that works too.

I liked Saro's idea about putting art or a piece of writing up and then discussing it. I guess Chris got us started on that with his creepy doll pictures.

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[14 Jun 2004|07:56pm]

bye_bye_snyper
Hey guys. Here are some old pictures I took a while ago.

Scary Doll PicturesCollapse )

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